The World that i yearn for...

I define my world, and my world defines me. I don’t want much from life except that i should own it all. Well, that’s not being too greedy isn’t it? After all i just need my loved ones to surround me, ‘a pay check with enough money to spend and support my loved ones and save some for exigencies’, ‘a job that gives me satisfaction, respect and sense of responsibility and also spares me time for myself and my family’, ‘a world free of political disruptions, international trade and unaffected of foreign exchange and stock market fluctuations’, ‘a place to call home for shelter, where i am at peace with myself and my loved ones’.  And it would be appropriate to have few holidays to follow my heart and explore the world outside my world.
Almost all of us are yearning for such world; a world that is lost somewhere in the attempt to live. If hunger and anger were to be blamed for our sporadic snappy seemliness, it would have been justified. But why is it that the people that we care for are hurt the most in our vain attempt to create that world?
Why do we unknowingly and unintentionally put the weight of our insecurities on the shoulders of feeble fragile relationships that need our support instead? There are no straight answers and the desired world seems drifting apart the more we try to reach it.
‘Dying in vain in the illusion of living a better tomorrow’ has blinded us in a manner that we are not able to see what is of true importance to us. We live a life of guilt and regrets while it should have been filled with love and trust. So why is it that our expectations fail us every now and then and we start believing that life is so hard?
Few quick fixes:

• Sarcasm should be strictly used to deal with stupids.
• No bond breaks with one single impact, try to avoid the numerous small ones that do the real damage.
• Watch your tongue before you litter words.
• Love the loved ones, a little time and ample of love is all they want.
• Make them feel loved and special (more important than the above statement) ;)
• Value what you have and be thankful to Life.
• Forget the follies (the most difficult thing though).
• Understanding is bit abstract, convey what you want.
• If angry, try to keep the frustration to yourself.
• Never bring a ghost of past in a current argument.
• Prioritize relations over assignments (job or otherwise).
• Forgive or forget (the last resort).

 My World may not be perfect, but while i am living in it, i won’t make it a hell for those who share it with me.
-ARA

God of the Agnostic...

I do not believe in God, but I can't deny the contribution of my teachers and then of my parents, in the making of what I am today. World Teachers' day is celebrated on 5th October of every year, but in India it is celebrated today(i.e. 5th September). Today is the birthday [5 September 1888 ], of the second President of India and academic philosopher Dr. Sarvepalli Radhakrishnan. It is considered a "celebration" day, where teachers and students report to school as usual but the usual activities and classes are replaced by activities of celebration, thanks and remembrance. At some schools on this day, the responsibility of teaching is taken up by the senior students to show appreciation for their teachers.

I would like to start by dedicating a famous shloka from Guru Stotram(It's in Sanskrit followed by the translation) to all my teachers :

 

"Akhand-Mandalakaram vyaptam yena characharam.
Tatpadam darshitam yena tasmai Shri Gurave Namah."

"My Salutations to that Guru who revealed to me that Truth, which is unfragmented, infinite, timeless divinity, and which pervades the entire universe – movable or immovable."

Many of my fond memories are related to my interactions with my teachers. There were times when I used to fear a few of them and love and respect the others. Times when they used to reprimand me and then used to give me a positive criticism/feedback. Times when they have scolded me for my misdeeds and times when they've equally stood by and for me in my achievements. I wonder how their observant eyes saw my pain, their mere presence and a pat on shoulder made me feel stronger and more confident. How painstakingly they tried to help me learn things and cross hurdles in my Life.

Their patient listening and 'never giving up' attitude, their motherly care and friendly advice is what I might have left in my school and college, but it's actually some part of them, that I carried along and what makes the better part of my personality.

Many people might have their own opinions about the teachers and their profession, but the bottom line will always be as follows:

Though a teacher can only guide in developing one's intellect and character; ultimately one has to find for himself what is suitable and what is not.

In the end all that i would like to mention is:
All the teachers who enlightened my Life, (you) are my God.
ARA.

The Albatross Speaks...

 

The Rime of the Ancyent Marinere is the longest poem by the English Poet 'Samuel Taylor Coleridge’ written in 1797-98 and is undoubtedly my favorite, ever since I first read the modern version in my Tenth Grade. As the version was abridged and only till chapter two, I could not understand the implied meaning at that point of time. Today I am going to write my own interpretation of the albatross that is hanging around our necks.

The ship was cheered, the harbour cleared,
Merrily did we drop
Below the kirk, below the hill,
Below the light-house top.

The beginning is benevolently benign, in almost all the cases in life. It feels that everything is just the way it is meant to be and all the external factors are favorably fluid. This is the most pleasurable part of every journey even the journey called life. But not for long, the ship of life (or anything else for that matter) sails sweet, and the fumbling creeps in like a natural essence. The discomfort leads us to struggle, to march against the odds, and we make our way through the adversaries that the course bestows upon us.

The ice was here, the ice was there,
The ice was all around:
It cracked and growled, and roared and howled,
Like noises in a swound!

Then the physical and mental unrest forms a cocoon which by no means seems possible to get away with. The sinking feeling that we get is due to the external factors which our perturbed conscious is not able to bear. Then usually someone comes and guides us (parents, friends, at times complete strangers). They do something they would never do otherwise, they cheer us up and share our sorrows till the Sun shines back on us:

And a good south wind sprung up behind;
The Albatross did follow,
And every day, for food or play,
Came to the mariners' hollo!

But then theses people become the one who according to us, "pester us" and we start getting annoyed with such people. Their very gestures that used to put a smile across our gloomy faces, start troubling us. Eventually the time takes toll on our nerves and we part ways with such people:

God save thee, ancient Mariner!
From the fiends, that plague thee thus!--
Why look'st thou so?"--With my cross-bow
I shot the ALBATROSS.

And with this we sow the seeds of dismal. A man can justify his actions and so it never occurs to us that we've done anything wrong (wrong and right are subjected to the perception though) and so the life again sets a smooth sail.

Nor dim nor red, like God's own head,
The glorious Sun uprist:
Then all averred, I had killed the bird
That brought the fog and mist.
'Twas right, said they, such birds to slay,
That bring the fog and mist. 

Our biggest weakness lies in the fact that we are always looking for a scapegoat. Finding anyone who could be blamed for our misfortunes the biggest feat. Though the course of life is all smooth, any anomaly first forces us to wonder, "who should be blamed for this"?

Ah! well a-day! what evil looks
Had I from old and young!
Instead of the cross, the Albatross
About my neck was hung.

Blaming and getting blamed for anything and everything is what seems to be inevitable and the worst thing that one can do to himself is hanging the Albatross of Guilt. People in all sense will try to look for someone who can be made the scapegoat, but the fact remains in our hands whether we consider our past actions as worthy enough to drown ourselves in misery. The Guilt is the most potent poison, not for it kills from inside, but from upside.

The self same moment I could pray;
And from my neck so free
The Albatross fell off, and sank
Like lead into the sea.

 The moment we chose to exculpate ourselves (by confessing, or praying or simply vindicating), a new life starts, but this is something that not all of us are capable of doing. We hold on to the past so dearly, that rarely do we live in the present. The resentment eats us while we try to eat our supper, and this just adds to our own woes, while free of guilt we should live; with nothing just to fear.

Since then, at an uncertain hour,
That agony returns;
And till my ghastly tale is told,
This heart within me burns.

 The two controlling emotions have been identified as Love and Fear. Practically speaking there is no other feeling or emotion that governs our lives in major part and we are we what we chose to be with the latter or former art:

Farewell, farewell! but this I tell
To thee, thou Wedding-Guest!
He prayeth well, who loveth well
Both man and bird and beast.

I leave it to thee, to love or fear,

For there's a line, I must not cross

I wrote the words with Love for Fear;

So Speaketh the Albatross.

Asia's Smallest Frog Discovered in Malayasia

Asia's smallest frog species has been found in the Malaysian part of Borneo island. The tiny frogs were discovered on the forest floor by Indraneil Das, a scientist at Universiti Malaysia Sarawak, and his German colleague Alexander Haas, from Hamburg University's Zoological Museum, in Kubah National Park, located in the Matang Range of Sarawak state. 

In a description paper by the authors of the newly published scientific paper in the Zootaxa journal, the pea-sized new species were called "the Old World's smallest frog and one of the world's tiniest." The frog's maximum length is 16 millimeters in females but most specimens, and males in particular, are smaller, in the range of 10-11 mm. They are colored in shades of brown. 

The frogs, which are in the genus Microhyla comprising miniature frogs, were given the scientific name Microhyla nepenthicola, the latter part of which is Latin for "inhabitant of pitcher plants." 



Picture Courtesy: Sydney Morning Herald newspaper's web site.

A Mind so Fragile

It's amazing how Sigmund Freud and Carl Jung (Pronounced Yung) explained Ego; for if not everything, atleast they suggested something that we believe and use to define and describe things which were else out of our purview. Psychology is a very amazing science and I being a student don't have much to contribute to it at present. But then if all that we believe in, all that we hold as right or wrong is nothing but a perception, and a perception that we hold is what we hold till something else molds it, then what is the significance of holding a perception which itself is nothing but malleable?

The thought process which is governed by nothing but an idea or approach of being right both socially and personally is nothing but an extension a forced perception that helps us to be the one, we want to see ourselves as. This thought process of seeing everything from our own created window is the chief reason for our mind's unrest. We constantly find ourselves in the conflict of opinions, of thoughts, of interest and of beliefs.

M. Esther Harding quoted, “Conflict is the beginning of consciousness.” And going by this, we all must have become too conscious of ourselves and others as most of our conflicts are either with self (internal) or with others (external). Conflict is inevitable, as fortunately the conscious minds' perceptions are different, but unfortunately most of our beliefs disable us from understanding anything which we never entered in our belief system.

So an individual who is, what he is, by the virtue of his circumstances and the way his psychology was changed in his formative years. And thus throughout his life an individual remains a puppet of a mind which is so fragile.

"The intellect has little to do on the road to discovery. There comes a leap in consciousness, call it intuition or what you will, and the solution comes to you and you don't know how or why."

-Albert Einstien